From today , try to let go the past and live at the present moment

Letting go is easier to said than done.

I was once someone whom can never let go the sadness in me and forgive on certain things and people whom i think has done some damage to my life.

My life was miserable when i was a teenage due to the broken heart that i have got when my parents divorced. I was too young at that time of being independent as i was always depend on my parents on making decision for me in my life, making everything so simple for me. I could not let go the feelings of being left unwanted. The insecure feelings was burning inside me and i still remember i spent years crying and living in depression. No one will ever know i was depress as i covered up very well which makes it worst as i try to control my emotion everyday.I would break down and cry in the middle of driving my self home to my lonely apartment , or even in the middle of the night when everyone is asleep.

Letting go the sadness on the incident was the most difficult thing in my life. I start to slowly accept the fact that whatever happen, there must be a reason for it. It took me few years to get back to my normal life without any depression at all, and that was the time i knew i have already let the past to buried deep in my memory. Letting go does not means forgetting what ever had happened. It is just the feeling of freedom that u will have and relief that the sad feelings will not hurt u so much whenever u start telling others about your past. Because it is just a chapter of your life.

I am so much an independent adult now working on my dreams and living a happier life with no emotional burden on my shoulder. I am as happy as a kid when my family was so complete. Nothing has change the relationship with my family , except that we are living across the sea and a different piece of land.

Life is too short to just stick on to the things that u can not let go.None of us can ever changed anything that has happened in the past or control things that will happen in the future.

From today , try to let go the past and live at the present moment. Make peace with your past so it will not spoil the present.